Edison Jennings lives in Abingdon, Virginia, and teaches at Virginia Intermont College in Bristol, Virginia. His poems have appeared in The Nebraska Review, Literal Latte, The Sow's Ear Poetry Review, Boulevard, River Styx, and other journals. He has recently completed a twenty-five page chapbook manuscript and is looking for a publisher. Interested parties may contact him at edisonjennings@hotmail.com
What She Left Was
fifty pairs of shoes all her clothes and rhinestones parceled out to relatives except the shoes arranged in rows as if a Broadway chorus line had vanished at the curtain call, assumed as gods own dancers,
leaving just these vestiges, fifty pairs, no hiking boots or high-tops, but every pair impractical, and all too small.
That was her lie, or one of them: ladies had small feet, shed say, big feet were just boorish. So she crammed toes in dainty leather spikers on which she danced or tried to,
and its trying that hurts most, even more than feet that ached by evenings end when tipsy but bedizened, balanced on stiletto heels, she wobbled into my room to kiss and leave a taste of perfume, smoke, and gin.
Left to me, her whole estate, a scuffed-up, mothball fleet of shoes harbored with regret and hardly worth the salvage,
but how dispose the hope to sail through gales of brass and drums, her shoes like wind-tossed caravels cresting on a rhythms wave?
Still, I thought, they might suit some downtown hipsters fancy and packed them in a Goodwill box then whistled "In the Mood." The whistle changed to humming, humming into scatting, but no ladies filled the floor, no gorgeous swinging ladies.
I slapped the beat against the wall, slapping louder with each bar.
A Dental Digression
I cant pronounce feckless now my top front teeth are gone, at least not clearly. I practice in the mirror
the best I do is ekleth while I think of people who suffered much for love, and want to count myself among them.
Instead I suffered gum-disease and habits Id rather not go into.
For three years I wore braces that cost my father plenty, a silver fence across my mouththough it never stopped me talking, as my father often notedbut I should be grateful for the profile he afforded.
I cut his life-support last week, clicked him out like one of those light-bulbs he was always railing to turn off: thousands for a winning smile but not an extra penny to Con Ed.
He was a Navy fighter pilot, and he thought me feckless. I once asked him what happened to the dead. They rot, he said.
Two days ago we burned him, as directed, planted his ashes next to a bunch of dead people who had a lot more money than he ever did
just a poor bastard rubbing elbows with the rich, as he once described himself.
I dont know if he suffered much for love, but I suspect he did. That might be why I never told him about my teeth. It would have killed him.
Eschatology at 4 A.M.
Comes the low-gear grind of the long-pronged garbage truck to offer up my weekly slough in bloated plastic bags that break like Beelzebubs piËatas, disgorging bottles, last years shoes, old New Yorker magazines,
raucous scraps of gutted wants crushed into a mass of Caesars castoff stuff, hauled out to a landfill, bulldozed down a chasm.
With what angels looking on?
men in overalls, buzzards overhead, the risen sun, andthe tongue stumbles on the word beauty, stripped-down beauty, the world awake, remade.
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